Having to watch someone go through the pain of anorexia...

PAIN;
Its rather hard to truly explain until you have to watch your best friend go through anorxia, if you havnt had to go through it count your self lucky cos you will save your self a lot of tears. When she told me, my life just crumbled under my feet. The first few days are thr hardest because you dont no what to say or do and you really wish its just a nightmare.... But then when all the hospital days off and clinics start then you no its for real and the tears keep flooding out, but i no i need to keep strong for her but its not tha easy its like saying no the something perfect.... But this is far from perfect well i say that but this may sound weird but when you go through this- it does make you strongr as a person and together. You looks at all the stuff google gives you under 'anorexia' and its frightning- the stpories send shivers down your spine... But i no at the end of the tunnel there is a bright light and one day we will get there together but she will no leave and she will get better i no she will... And im so sure of myslef because? Because , she has the strength and she has lots of people like me to tell her its all going to be ok....
But if you have a friend who is going through anorexia or maybe you are but just keep happy and smile and SHARE THE LOVE x